[ He does, he does. He likes it so much. He likes Gojo so much. He doesn't want to spend his heats with anyone else, doesn't want Gojo to spend his ruts with anyone else. He's so achingly fond of the other man it's unbearable, so he keeps his strict attitude in order to manage his own emotions properly. If he just let go, if he just gave in... that would be too much for him and he wouldn't be able to come back from it. So, they have this push and pull instead and Gojo, frustratingly enough, knows exactly how to handle him.
He wants to whine some more, wants to bend over, wants to feel Gojo slide into his slick passage and lose himself to his rut. It's embarrassing, how bad he wants it. He lifts a hand to rub at his face, peeling off his sunglasses and tucking them into his jacket pocket as tired eyes look back at the elevator screen. They're almost there now.
He turns his head, brushes his lips across Gojo's forehead, fingers still curled in soft strands. He takes a moment to breathe him in, feeling Gojo's fingers slipping into his shirt and teasing. This wouldn't be the first time they don't make it to Nanami's apartment and have a bit of an incident in the elevator, but Nanami doesn't want to repeat that. Even if Gojo doesn't have any sense right now, Nanami does. So he takes a breath, tries to focus again, only a few more seconds.
The elevator finally opens up on his floor before he can say anything or do anything foolish and Nanami lets out a sigh of relief. Another quick kiss is pressed to Gojo's forehead before he's moving out of the elevator, dragging Gojo along with him. He knows the man won't let go of him, so he stumbles forward, trying not to trip on each other's feet, as they head to Nanami's apartment door. ]
Just — let me get the door open.
[ Said a little breathlessly. In the time from getting Gojo attached to him downstairs till now, even his self-control has waned. His threat of making Gojo shower first is all but forgotten in favor of just needing Gojo on him entirely. The scent of him is heady and strong and Nanami can never get used to how it makes him feel — how it makes his head spin and want thrum through his body like nothing else. Fuck, he wants Gojo so bad, he's even fumbling slightly with the keys from how much his hands are shaking at this point. His body feels sticky. His clothes feel suffocating. His hole is slick and he just needs his alpha. ]
[ Each gentle touch to his hair, the scrape of nails on his scalp, is delicious, making him shiver and want more. He keeps rocking into Nanami, wanting to bite and mark him, to cover him in bruises and a mishmash of his own want and desire. He wants Nanami to feel this later, in a week's time, pressing his fingers into the just-there shape of where Gojo had touched him and teased him, had brought him such pleasure and such relief.
When they finally get themselves to Nanami's door, the shake of his fingers is... Terribly cute. Gojo has to shift, moving around, ducking against Nanami and reaching to take his keys, to slide them into the lock and open the door himself. It's definitely attractive, knowing he has this much power over his handsome omega, but he doesn't rub it in his face this time. There are other things he wants to be rubbing right now.
Knocking Nanami through the doorway, he shuts it behind them and then turns, twisting to shove the omega against the door as he leans up and finally, finally presses their mouths together, pressing his too-tall body against Nanami's own blockier one.
He's so big for an omega, so wide and strong... It makes Gojo groan. ]
So good for me, aren't you? I can smell it, Kento...
[ Long fingers slip down, untucking his shirt, desperate to get at Nanami's cock, to have it in his mouth. The kind of alpha that Gojo is remains unchanged - wanting to take care of his precious omega, to feel him come time and time and time again until his pretty body can't take it any more. ]
[ There's a relief in Nanami's body when Gojo takes the keys from him and unlocks the door himself, even if it's also mired in how flustered he is by that fact. It's not even his heat but his body responds so strongly to Gojo and his scent that his control slips from his fingers easily and right into Gojo's waiting hands. He'll feel embarrassed about this later, as he always does, but for right now it doesn't matter as they stumble in through the doorway and Nanami feels like he's finally able to breathe for a moment.
Just a moment though because Gojo is shoving him up against the door and Nanami doesn't even have it in him to scold Gojo for wrinkling his suit. Instead he kisses him back, hungry and desperate, his hands fisting the front of Gojo's uniform and moaning helplessly into his mouth as they kiss. Gojo's so tall, he's the only one around who can make Nanami feel small, makes him still feel like the stringy lanky kid he was when he was a teenager instead of the more built out man he is now. But it doesn't matter because whatever he is — he knows Gojo likes it and that's what's really key.
Which is why his answer to Gojo's sweet plea is just a nod. His hand comes back to loosen his tie, pulling it out of its knot and unbuttoning the top few buttons of his shirt as well. It brings his scent to the forefront, the needy desperation lacing it as he drags Gojo in for one more kiss before he moves to suck him off. He needs to taste him, just a little more, urgent and hungry as he slides their tongues against each other and he moans into his mouth.
When the kiss breaks, a strand of saliva hangs between their separated mouths, breaking only when Nanami licks his lips and looks back at Gojo with a hooded look. He's flushed, he's aroused, and he's ready for whatever his alpha wants. ]
[ Gojo has always enjoyed a level of control, mostly from his instinct - he wants to take care of Nanami because the alpha part of him burns to do it, wants to make sure that he is well taken care of, that he is cherished, even if he might tease and be the most irritating man at the same time. There's no denying the fact that he wants to keep pushing, his desire to bully coming in equal parts with his desire to make sure Nanami feels as good as possible.
His rut might be taking over him, making him a little more desperate and intense than he was before, but his first instinct is always to cherish, to take care, to do whatever he can to make sure that his partner feels cherished and well taken care of. He wants to devote himself entirely to Nanami's pleasure, and the best part of it is that he knows he's good at it, dangerous in the power that he holds - Gojo knows how to tease, how to pleasure, how to fuck, and Nanami Kento is his foremost victim and the holder of his heart.
Things he could never say aloud.
Slipping down to his knees, deliberately scraping his teeth on Nanami's neck as he goes, he settles on his knees and lets himself undo his belt, throw it aside, undo his trousers, reaching in for his cock without even bothering to take them off. Gojo knows what he wants, and what he wants is to utterly devour his omega, to feel him get soaked with slick until he's ready for Gojo's knot.
It's going to be a long one - it always is when it comes to an alpha like Gojo - and Nanami is going to have to take it all.
Hand around his omega's cock, he smirks a little, flicking his tongue over the tip with a soft hum. ]
I'm going to take care of you now, Kento.
[ And then he's taking him down, deep in his throat, without pause. ]
[ If Nanami allowed himself to be more sentimental about Gojo, he would agree that Gojo knows exactly how to take care of him. The man was his first and has been his only since they started hooking up years ago and Nanami has never once felt the urge to look for someone else because Gojo meets all his needs and then some. It makes him wonder sometimes — does he like what he like because of Gojo or does he like what he like and Gojo just happens to fulfill those needs? He can't exactly tell, with how intwined they are with each other. It would take looking for another partner to figure that out and the thought of that makes him a little sick to his stomach.
But this all means he ends up in a situations like this — slumped against the door, feeling flushed and wanton, looking a little debauched from the way Gojo kissed him and bit at him. He moans softly as Gojo drags his teeth against his throat while he starts to drop down lower and the urge to get Gojo to bite him properly swells inside of him once again. It always happens during these heats and ruts. He always wants more even if he doesn't let himself have it.
He thinks blearily that he should be prepared for his own heat. Their schedules are pretty synced up with how frequently they get together. It's likely Gojo's rut will trigger his heat and they'll disappear for a few days to take care of each other as a result. At the very least, Nanami recently did food shopping so they should be fine. Things he can't help but think about as Gojo slides to his knees in front of him.
But any thought of logistics and other things goes out the window when Gojo's pleased voice comes out and then he takes Nanami's cock swiftly into his mouth. Nanami moans, shuddering slightly, and his hands fall into Gojo's soft hair, curling his fingers into the messy strands. ]
A-Ah, nngh, Satoru...
[ Gojo has sucked him off plenty of times before but by god, it never gets any easier to take. Nanami's eyes fall closed and his head drops against the door as he savors the warm, wet mouth around his cock and the way Gojo swallows against him. Gojo will be able to smell Nanami getting more slick from arousal as well, Nanami's body giving away everything to the alpha.
His hips rock and he breathes harshly through his nose, shuddering slightly at the feeling of the mouth around his cock. He wants more, he wants Gojo to suck on him until he comes and then he wants to be fucked by his alpha. He moans again, louder, the picture of wanton omega right now with the way he shudders and shakes and can barely hold himself upright. ]
[ When it comes to people like them, sorcerers who are often on the front lines, sentimentality can't come into it. Gojo had experienced that before, in the past, and he has been paying the price for it for years now - and Nanami has felt the same. They've both lost someone important to them, who had changed their view of the world for better or for worse, so giving into those feelings again feels like an impossibility. Allowing your heart to be vulnerable is a terrible fate, and love remains the most twisted curse of them all.
That doesn't stop him from feeling it, obviously, especially not in moments like this, where his utter trust in Nanami is obvious and clear. Being in a rut is not quite as vulnerable as being in heat is, but there's still a level of trust that's necessary to share it with the same person time and time again, to know they won't take advantage of it for any reason. There are numerous omegas in the world who would use Gojo's rut to get a child from him, to find their place in the clan and hold the future heir, so he has to be careful. Tactful.
He relies on Nanami for more than the other man could possibly know.
Even now, falling to his knees before Nanami, it feels like giving something over to him, letting him take something, and he can't quite find what it is in his heart. Gojo Satoru might joke and play around with people, might indulge in silly games, but he's an intelligent enough man the majority of the time. Trying to understand his own feelings (beyond the blaring foghorn of love and affection he feels when he looks at Nanami) is a little more difficult.
Taking Nanami deeper, he starts to move, letting his beautiful, handsome omega take his throat and do what he wants with it. This is one of his favourite things about their heat and rut mixing together almost perfectly, blending together as if they were a mated couple: they were obsessed with one another in the best way, wanting nothing more than to give and take and feel the most pleasure they possibly can.
Reaching up, he takes one of Nanami's hands in his own and squeezes it gently. Lean on him, he thinks. Use his strength in whatever way he wants - Gojo can take it. Fuck his mouth, claim his alpha, know that he'll be taken care of - Gojo can do that for him. ]
[ In another world, maybe things would have been different. They'd have been teenage sweethearts, bonded and together for such a long time now. But in this one, there are other things that keep them apart and Nanami does not want to be an omega with a dead alpha. And he does not want to leave Gojo as an alpha with a dead omega. So, he keeps his feelings locked up and pressed down and instead this is just — two friends helping each other out, trusting each other to be there during their heat and rut.
He understands what it's like for Gojo, how little he can trust other people with such a vulnerable state. It's the same as his infinity, constantly up in some way until right now when it's just the two of them, alone, and he knows it's because Gojo trusts him. It's a heady feeling, having his senpai's trust, and Nanami wants to make sure he is worthy of it every time.
When Gojo takes his hand, Nanami squeezes it back. A moment of what some might consider intimacy there as they reassure each other silently, over things that they don't speak of, over the trust that they both share. Nanami sighs softly as he feels himself sink into the wet heat of Gojo's mouth and he moans softly, aching. In moments like these, it doesn't matter what he tells himself and so in his head he just thinks — this is is his alpha, his alpha is taking care of him. It draws a moan out of Nanami, free hand curling against Gojo's shoulder as he rocks his hips into his mouth.
He's hard and aching, feeling slick slide from his hole and down his cheeks, knowing he's ruining his pants because of it. He can't wait until they're in his nest, both stripped down and rutting against each other like animals. He can already feel just how strong the want is, the urge to be tangled with each other. He moans again, hips picking up the pace inside of Gojo's mouth. His cock feels amazing like this, with Gojo's mouth so pliable and open for him. ]
A-Alpha... nngh...!
[ He's so close already, can feel it in his gut. His hands move to both clutch against Gojo's hair, hips pulling back and pushing into Gojo's mouth and lust taking over him. Fuck, fuck, fuck. He wants more but he also wants to finish like this, with Gojo's tongue against his cock, his throat around his tip, taking him completely and ruining him as a result. ]
[ If the world didn't have expectations of them - Gojo taking a mate being too high profile, their jobs too risky, things too dangerous - then he might have mated Nanami weeks ago. Months ago. Years ago. He knows that he feels deeply for this man, feels a warmth for him, something that no one else can replicate or replace: he wants nothing more than to wrap himself around Nanami and never let him go.
It's greedy of him, fingers wanting to grasp at him and keep him close, but that's the nature of Satoru Gojo, sometimes. Just a little greedy. Just enough that people can scold him for it, in time.
Groaning softly, rocking down, Gojo takes him deeper, swallowing around Nanami's cock with a pleased noise. It was incredible, it feels so incredible, and he burns for it. He wants, he wants, but he can't voice it, not with a cock inside his mouth and his mind getting fuzzier and warmer the closer he gets to going into full rut. He wants to fuck and claim, to bury his cock inside Nanami and knot him, to feel his warm, slick body fall apart for him.
He wants it more than he can say.
The pull to his hair has him moaning softly, and he lifts his head. It's too easy, then, to stare up at Nanami, knowing that dark eyes are memorising the way he looks. ]
[ The terrible part is that Nanami, despite knowing the risks, the dangers, the reasons why they shouldn't — if Gojo asked, he'd say yes. He would be his mate. He would let him bite him, bond them forever, and be happy with that until the day Gojo perished and he'd have to live the rest of his life grieving. It's stupid, it's so stupid, but to deny that he wants it would be a lie.
Nanami is just like that sometimes. He can't always be the pragmatist.
He can smell the closer Gojo gets to his rut and it makes him slick, makes him ache for more, for Gojo's knot. Gojo's pheromones are running loose and wild in the air with how close he is and Nanami is not immune to them, breathing them in and feeling his mind go hazy and feverish with want. Gojo is his mate and he wants him so badly it's driving him insane.
When he feels eyes on him, he looks down and meets Gojo's eyes. The sight of him, on his knees, cock in his mouth, pale skin flushed and plush lips red with friction. It's too much for Nanami to take and it's that that's pushing him over the edge. He moans again, presses deep into Gojo's mouth and fucks it for a few more thrusts before he's pushing in deep and releasing. He grips Gojo's hair hard, keeping him in place as he spills down his throat and makes the other man swallow every drop.
It's only when he's finished that he'll loosen his hold on Gojo and pull back, slumping against the door on shaky legs and feeling his whole body shiver with sensitivity. He breathes in deeply, taking in a lungful of Gojo's scent and whines softly in response. He still — he still wants more. ]
[ They're drawn to one another, impossible to ignore, to resist - Gojo wants Nanami in a way that feels like it has become a part of him, the desire to spend as much time with the other man overwhelming and desperate. He doesn't like when they're apart for too long, doesn't like when missions keep them separate, doesn't like the idea of them having to lose more and more time. He's selfish with that, despite how selfless he might be with other aspects of his time, with his precious and wonderful students.
Neither of them can deny their feelings for one another.
There's no hesitation as Nanami comes for him, spilling down his throat: he swallows it, letting it rest in his mouth before he leans back and licks his lips, red and flushed with a dark expression on his face. He wants more already, wants to sink down onto Nanami's cock and suck him dry, but the want of his rut has him desperate for more than that, to give over to the urge to fuck his knot into his precious - into Nanami before he loses his mind completely.
Pushing himself back up to his feet, he drapes his arms around Nanami and whines softly, nuzzling into his neck and leaving little kisses there. ]
I want more... Take me to your nest? I wanna be in there.
[ As Gojo drapes around him, Nanami responds automatically by looping his arms around Gojo's waist and holding the man flush again him. He savors the nuzzling, the soft whining, and turns his head to rub his face into the mess of soft, white hair before him. He holds him tighter, fingers curling into the back of his jacket and enjoying the embrace for what it is.
His feelings for Gojo are overwhelming and magnificent. An ache that can never quite be settled unless they were to actually bite each other and become true mates. Yet, Nanami is more than aware that cannot happen. He cannot steal the Gojo heir for himself, as much as he desperately wants to. Their responsibilities to the jujutsu society far outweigh their feelings for each other so they... they can't.
The thought makes a whine spill from Nanami's throat, unbidden. He holds Gojo tighter. ]
... You're so shameless. Demanding to be in the nest of an unbonded omega.
[ As if they're not bonded in everything but bite. Still, Nanami will shift his grip on Gojo until he's picking him up by the thighs, legs locked on either side of his waist and he carries him through the apartment. It gives Gojo as much of his scent as he wants, leaving him buried against his scent gland instead of pulled away so he can walk. Gojo is bigger than him, taller and buffer, but Nanami is still strong enough to carry him this far, at least.
When they get to Nanami's room, his nest is there. A mix of blankets and clothes (some of his, a good number of Gojo's) that gives a scent that's more of a mix of the two of them than just Nanami. He's thought about taking it down, giving Gojo his clothes back, but somehow whenever he does he always ends up with freshly cleaned and scented clothes from Gojo mixed back in. The other man is... incredibly sneaky.
He deposits him on the bed, in the middle of the nest when they get there and pulls his hands back so he can start tugging off his tie properly, unbuttoning his shirt. ]
[ The urge to bite is ever present, especially with the way that Nanami always lets him lean so close, press into him and leave kisses and marks of affection and lust all over his skin. The alpha inside of him is desperate for it, needy in a way that no one else would ever be able to inspire, but he's always forced himself to resist the urge. He doesn't want to dwell on what it means to sink that far into someone else, not when the risks are too high.
Nanami already left once, although they'd stayed together. He doesn't want to think about how it would feel if they were mated, and he chose to retire, but Gojo didn't. The pain of it would be too much. He would give up a great deal for Nanami Kento, but there are some things that only the Strongest can bear on his shoulders, and this is one of them.
When Nanami whines, Gojo leans in, rumbling a little growl in his chest, all to soothe and take care of his omega. They might not be bonded, but... They know.
They understand, surely. ]
It's not an unbonded omega. It's Nanami-kun's. The only nest I want.
[ He keeps nuzzling into Nanami's neck and skin, sucking marks and leaving little nips, a threat of something he can never do. His tongue flicks out, tasting him, wanting him, and he whines, desperate for more, more, more. His cock is so hard between his legs, completely distracting him from anything else except the desire to sink into his omega and fuck him until they were both exhausted. It's not often that Gojo gets to that point, but rutting with Nanami always leaves him that way.
Wiggling, Gojo starts to strip off his own clothes as soon as he's laid down, kicking his trousers aside and going for his shirt. ]
Nn, Nanami, I need it badly. I want to fuck you right now.
[ It's harder to focus now. The smell is Gojo's rut is deep in his nose and drawing out the omega in him, the one that wants to claim and be claimed in turn. Gojo is his alpha (even though he isn't) and Nanami wants to be the only omega who will take care of him during his rut. Nanami lets out a shuddering breath and pushes off his shirt and suit jacket, dropping both of the floor with a carelessness that isn't common for Nanami. Except in times like this. ]
I know. I'm almost done.
[ He can feel how wet he already is, just from the scent alone, and he can't smother down the whine that escapes him. No, he needs this as much as Gojo does, his entire body feeling primed now that the scent of rut is in the air. He's scrambling a little, peeling off his belt and beginning to shove down his pants, his underwear, stripping down as quickly as he can.
His underwear peels off his body, already wet with his slick and he doesn't know how his body can go from zero to a hundred so quickly when it comes to Gojo. His alpha. He swallows, still in his socks as he shuffles over Gojo's lap and takes his cock in hand. He holds it behind him as he leans above the man and slowly slides down, the head of Gojo's cock pushing at his hole before finally, finally, Nanami is able to sink down on it. ]
[ Knowing that he's safe here with Nanami to take care of him in his ruts is something that Gojo probably takes for granted more often than he should, but their promise of each other is enough that they're painfully in synch time and time again. It's the desire for more that makes him hurt, and watching Nanami strip down, push his clothing aside and bare himself has his cock twitching and the urge to knot all the harder to ignore and press to one side.
He's not bold enough to declare it as love, as anything more than something that has strung the two of them together in a perfect harmony, but in another life, another world... Nanami understands. They've both always understood the roles and positions they've been forced into, despite the circumstances and the depth of their feeling.
Arms wrap around Nanami immediately, tugging him close - and down, pushing his cock up into his needy omega, grinding into him with a pleased moan. It's home, it's perfect, and Gojo leans up to scrape his too-sharp teeth over Nanami's neck, as if to threaten. A promise of what could be, of what he wants, to claim and bite and never let anyone else touch this man.
It's too risky, too dangerous, so he shoves his face into the other man's chest instead. ]
Omega, my good boy... [ He whines, low, needy. An alpha who wants to be cherished in his rut as much as he wants to fuck. ] Use my name properly.
[ One day, the Gojo clan elders will pick an omega they feel suitable for their heir and Gojo and him will no longer see each other in this capacity and Nanami will... buy a few bottles of sake, lock himself in his room, and drown his sorrows until he feels like a functional human being again. But that day is not today, even if the flicker of it haunts Nanami when Gojo drags his teeth against his throat in a tease of something neither of them can have. Relief fills him when Gojo pulls away, even if a whine spills from his throat in response.
He's leaking slick, covering Gojo's cock in it as Gojo fucks up into him. There's a sharp gasp and Nanami braces his hands on Gojo's shoulders, riding him hard and fast. He needs it so badly, needs to feel Gojo knot him, needs to come all over the both of them. It's going to be such a mess, their first time in a rut, and Nanami can feel his heat hurtling towards him with no mercy. This always happens like that. He feels fine and then Gojo shows up and his whole body responds to him. It's insane, is what it is.
He drops his head forward, pressing his face in Gojo's hair as Gojo hides his face against Nanami's chest. His arms encircle his neck, fingers sliding into his hair and a low moan spilling from him as he hears Gojo's words. His hips keep moving, bouncing hard on Gojo's cock, and he nods against his head. ]
Satoru... Satoru... Satoru...
[ Said in a breathy sigh, a soft gasp at the end as he feels Gojo's cock brush against his prostate and he whines helplessly again. They need each other. They need each other so badly. ]
[ Gojo knows he has enough power over his family to push off his own mating for as long as he can - he's busy with his career, with teaching, with the missions he gets sent on, and in his heart? He's busy with Nanami, the only omega he has ever wanted to bond himself to, ever wanted to claim for his own. He's scented other ones too, of course, the world is wide and large, but none of them have ever compared to this man.
They're so perfectly matched to each other, rut and heat twinning together and demanding it of each other, their natural biology mirroring each other. It shows how compatible they are, how they're meant to be together, inspiring that joy and pleasure in one another without any hesitation. Gojo moans as he leans in, teeth scraping, nose nuzzling into scent glands as he drowns in how delicious his sweet omega smells.
He's perfect. He wants, he wants so much, and trying to shove the feelings aside grows harder and harder each and every single day.
Rocking into him, grinding, pushing his cock in hard and teasing with his knot, Gojo moans, groaning. ]
Good, good... Kento... My Kento...
[ He leans up to bite at his mouth, kissing him hard, wanting to mark him, maim and claim him. ]
[ It makes him upset sometimes if he thinks about it too hard. Why can't he qualify as a suitable omega for Gojo? He doesn't have the established family, sure, but he's got a good curse technique. He's powerful in his own right. He's committed. Why can't he be Gojo's omega? But then he starts thinking about all his faults in turn and it makes him feel bad after a while. So, he tries not to dwell.
For now, he focuses on the here and now. The present. Nanami sighs and continues riding Gojo, his hands pressed against Gojo's shoulders as Gojo leans into him, he groans softly and closes his eyes, head falling back at a particularly good thrust. Ugh, fuck. That feels so good. He shivers at the sound of his name, at Gojo's possessive timbre and blinks his eyes to look down at Gojo at the same time as Gojo surges up to kiss him.
It's a messy kiss, mouths half-slotted against one another as Gojo bites at him. He's able to break skin a little at Nanami's bottom lip and he'll get the taste of blood for a moment in their kiss. Nanami shivers at it, overwhelmed, and licks into Gojo's mouth hungrily. When the kiss parts, Nanami groans and slides one of his hands into Gojo's hair, tugging his head back so he can look up at Nanami. ]
Mine. You're mine, Satoru.
[ He knows it's not entirely true but in the heat drunk fuzziness of his mind, it feels true. Their bodies feel right, like they belong to each other. This is his alpha, his alpha. ]
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He wants to whine some more, wants to bend over, wants to feel Gojo slide into his slick passage and lose himself to his rut. It's embarrassing, how bad he wants it. He lifts a hand to rub at his face, peeling off his sunglasses and tucking them into his jacket pocket as tired eyes look back at the elevator screen. They're almost there now.
He turns his head, brushes his lips across Gojo's forehead, fingers still curled in soft strands. He takes a moment to breathe him in, feeling Gojo's fingers slipping into his shirt and teasing. This wouldn't be the first time they don't make it to Nanami's apartment and have a bit of an incident in the elevator, but Nanami doesn't want to repeat that. Even if Gojo doesn't have any sense right now, Nanami does. So he takes a breath, tries to focus again, only a few more seconds.
The elevator finally opens up on his floor before he can say anything or do anything foolish and Nanami lets out a sigh of relief. Another quick kiss is pressed to Gojo's forehead before he's moving out of the elevator, dragging Gojo along with him. He knows the man won't let go of him, so he stumbles forward, trying not to trip on each other's feet, as they head to Nanami's apartment door. ]
Just — let me get the door open.
[ Said a little breathlessly. In the time from getting Gojo attached to him downstairs till now, even his self-control has waned. His threat of making Gojo shower first is all but forgotten in favor of just needing Gojo on him entirely. The scent of him is heady and strong and Nanami can never get used to how it makes him feel — how it makes his head spin and want thrum through his body like nothing else. Fuck, he wants Gojo so bad, he's even fumbling slightly with the keys from how much his hands are shaking at this point. His body feels sticky. His clothes feel suffocating. His hole is slick and he just needs his alpha. ]
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When they finally get themselves to Nanami's door, the shake of his fingers is... Terribly cute. Gojo has to shift, moving around, ducking against Nanami and reaching to take his keys, to slide them into the lock and open the door himself. It's definitely attractive, knowing he has this much power over his handsome omega, but he doesn't rub it in his face this time. There are other things he wants to be rubbing right now.
Knocking Nanami through the doorway, he shuts it behind them and then turns, twisting to shove the omega against the door as he leans up and finally, finally presses their mouths together, pressing his too-tall body against Nanami's own blockier one.
He's so big for an omega, so wide and strong... It makes Gojo groan. ]
So good for me, aren't you? I can smell it, Kento...
[ Long fingers slip down, untucking his shirt, desperate to get at Nanami's cock, to have it in his mouth. The kind of alpha that Gojo is remains unchanged - wanting to take care of his precious omega, to feel him come time and time and time again until his pretty body can't take it any more. ]
Let me, please?
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Just a moment though because Gojo is shoving him up against the door and Nanami doesn't even have it in him to scold Gojo for wrinkling his suit. Instead he kisses him back, hungry and desperate, his hands fisting the front of Gojo's uniform and moaning helplessly into his mouth as they kiss. Gojo's so tall, he's the only one around who can make Nanami feel small, makes him still feel like the stringy lanky kid he was when he was a teenager instead of the more built out man he is now. But it doesn't matter because whatever he is — he knows Gojo likes it and that's what's really key.
Which is why his answer to Gojo's sweet plea is just a nod. His hand comes back to loosen his tie, pulling it out of its knot and unbuttoning the top few buttons of his shirt as well. It brings his scent to the forefront, the needy desperation lacing it as he drags Gojo in for one more kiss before he moves to suck him off. He needs to taste him, just a little more, urgent and hungry as he slides their tongues against each other and he moans into his mouth.
When the kiss breaks, a strand of saliva hangs between their separated mouths, breaking only when Nanami licks his lips and looks back at Gojo with a hooded look. He's flushed, he's aroused, and he's ready for whatever his alpha wants. ]
Go on, Satoru.
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His rut might be taking over him, making him a little more desperate and intense than he was before, but his first instinct is always to cherish, to take care, to do whatever he can to make sure that his partner feels cherished and well taken care of. He wants to devote himself entirely to Nanami's pleasure, and the best part of it is that he knows he's good at it, dangerous in the power that he holds - Gojo knows how to tease, how to pleasure, how to fuck, and Nanami Kento is his foremost victim and the holder of his heart.
Things he could never say aloud.
Slipping down to his knees, deliberately scraping his teeth on Nanami's neck as he goes, he settles on his knees and lets himself undo his belt, throw it aside, undo his trousers, reaching in for his cock without even bothering to take them off. Gojo knows what he wants, and what he wants is to utterly devour his omega, to feel him get soaked with slick until he's ready for Gojo's knot.
It's going to be a long one - it always is when it comes to an alpha like Gojo - and Nanami is going to have to take it all.
Hand around his omega's cock, he smirks a little, flicking his tongue over the tip with a soft hum. ]
I'm going to take care of you now, Kento.
[ And then he's taking him down, deep in his throat, without pause. ]
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But this all means he ends up in a situations like this — slumped against the door, feeling flushed and wanton, looking a little debauched from the way Gojo kissed him and bit at him. He moans softly as Gojo drags his teeth against his throat while he starts to drop down lower and the urge to get Gojo to bite him properly swells inside of him once again. It always happens during these heats and ruts. He always wants more even if he doesn't let himself have it.
He thinks blearily that he should be prepared for his own heat. Their schedules are pretty synced up with how frequently they get together. It's likely Gojo's rut will trigger his heat and they'll disappear for a few days to take care of each other as a result. At the very least, Nanami recently did food shopping so they should be fine. Things he can't help but think about as Gojo slides to his knees in front of him.
But any thought of logistics and other things goes out the window when Gojo's pleased voice comes out and then he takes Nanami's cock swiftly into his mouth. Nanami moans, shuddering slightly, and his hands fall into Gojo's soft hair, curling his fingers into the messy strands. ]
A-Ah, nngh, Satoru...
[ Gojo has sucked him off plenty of times before but by god, it never gets any easier to take. Nanami's eyes fall closed and his head drops against the door as he savors the warm, wet mouth around his cock and the way Gojo swallows against him. Gojo will be able to smell Nanami getting more slick from arousal as well, Nanami's body giving away everything to the alpha.
His hips rock and he breathes harshly through his nose, shuddering slightly at the feeling of the mouth around his cock. He wants more, he wants Gojo to suck on him until he comes and then he wants to be fucked by his alpha. He moans again, louder, the picture of wanton omega right now with the way he shudders and shakes and can barely hold himself upright. ]
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That doesn't stop him from feeling it, obviously, especially not in moments like this, where his utter trust in Nanami is obvious and clear. Being in a rut is not quite as vulnerable as being in heat is, but there's still a level of trust that's necessary to share it with the same person time and time again, to know they won't take advantage of it for any reason. There are numerous omegas in the world who would use Gojo's rut to get a child from him, to find their place in the clan and hold the future heir, so he has to be careful. Tactful.
He relies on Nanami for more than the other man could possibly know.
Even now, falling to his knees before Nanami, it feels like giving something over to him, letting him take something, and he can't quite find what it is in his heart. Gojo Satoru might joke and play around with people, might indulge in silly games, but he's an intelligent enough man the majority of the time. Trying to understand his own feelings (beyond the blaring foghorn of love and affection he feels when he looks at Nanami) is a little more difficult.
Taking Nanami deeper, he starts to move, letting his beautiful, handsome omega take his throat and do what he wants with it. This is one of his favourite things about their heat and rut mixing together almost perfectly, blending together as if they were a mated couple: they were obsessed with one another in the best way, wanting nothing more than to give and take and feel the most pleasure they possibly can.
Reaching up, he takes one of Nanami's hands in his own and squeezes it gently. Lean on him, he thinks. Use his strength in whatever way he wants - Gojo can take it. Fuck his mouth, claim his alpha, know that he'll be taken care of - Gojo can do that for him. ]
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He understands what it's like for Gojo, how little he can trust other people with such a vulnerable state. It's the same as his infinity, constantly up in some way until right now when it's just the two of them, alone, and he knows it's because Gojo trusts him. It's a heady feeling, having his senpai's trust, and Nanami wants to make sure he is worthy of it every time.
When Gojo takes his hand, Nanami squeezes it back. A moment of what some might consider intimacy there as they reassure each other silently, over things that they don't speak of, over the trust that they both share. Nanami sighs softly as he feels himself sink into the wet heat of Gojo's mouth and he moans softly, aching. In moments like these, it doesn't matter what he tells himself and so in his head he just thinks — this is is his alpha, his alpha is taking care of him. It draws a moan out of Nanami, free hand curling against Gojo's shoulder as he rocks his hips into his mouth.
He's hard and aching, feeling slick slide from his hole and down his cheeks, knowing he's ruining his pants because of it. He can't wait until they're in his nest, both stripped down and rutting against each other like animals. He can already feel just how strong the want is, the urge to be tangled with each other. He moans again, hips picking up the pace inside of Gojo's mouth. His cock feels amazing like this, with Gojo's mouth so pliable and open for him. ]
A-Alpha... nngh...!
[ He's so close already, can feel it in his gut. His hands move to both clutch against Gojo's hair, hips pulling back and pushing into Gojo's mouth and lust taking over him. Fuck, fuck, fuck. He wants more but he also wants to finish like this, with Gojo's tongue against his cock, his throat around his tip, taking him completely and ruining him as a result. ]
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It's greedy of him, fingers wanting to grasp at him and keep him close, but that's the nature of Satoru Gojo, sometimes. Just a little greedy. Just enough that people can scold him for it, in time.
Groaning softly, rocking down, Gojo takes him deeper, swallowing around Nanami's cock with a pleased noise. It was incredible, it feels so incredible, and he burns for it. He wants, he wants, but he can't voice it, not with a cock inside his mouth and his mind getting fuzzier and warmer the closer he gets to going into full rut. He wants to fuck and claim, to bury his cock inside Nanami and knot him, to feel his warm, slick body fall apart for him.
He wants it more than he can say.
The pull to his hair has him moaning softly, and he lifts his head. It's too easy, then, to stare up at Nanami, knowing that dark eyes are memorising the way he looks. ]
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Nanami is just like that sometimes. He can't always be the pragmatist.
He can smell the closer Gojo gets to his rut and it makes him slick, makes him ache for more, for Gojo's knot. Gojo's pheromones are running loose and wild in the air with how close he is and Nanami is not immune to them, breathing them in and feeling his mind go hazy and feverish with want. Gojo is his mate and he wants him so badly it's driving him insane.
When he feels eyes on him, he looks down and meets Gojo's eyes. The sight of him, on his knees, cock in his mouth, pale skin flushed and plush lips red with friction. It's too much for Nanami to take and it's that that's pushing him over the edge. He moans again, presses deep into Gojo's mouth and fucks it for a few more thrusts before he's pushing in deep and releasing. He grips Gojo's hair hard, keeping him in place as he spills down his throat and makes the other man swallow every drop.
It's only when he's finished that he'll loosen his hold on Gojo and pull back, slumping against the door on shaky legs and feeling his whole body shiver with sensitivity. He breathes in deeply, taking in a lungful of Gojo's scent and whines softly in response. He still — he still wants more. ]
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Neither of them can deny their feelings for one another.
There's no hesitation as Nanami comes for him, spilling down his throat: he swallows it, letting it rest in his mouth before he leans back and licks his lips, red and flushed with a dark expression on his face. He wants more already, wants to sink down onto Nanami's cock and suck him dry, but the want of his rut has him desperate for more than that, to give over to the urge to fuck his knot into his precious - into Nanami before he loses his mind completely.
Pushing himself back up to his feet, he drapes his arms around Nanami and whines softly, nuzzling into his neck and leaving little kisses there. ]
I want more... Take me to your nest? I wanna be in there.
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His feelings for Gojo are overwhelming and magnificent. An ache that can never quite be settled unless they were to actually bite each other and become true mates. Yet, Nanami is more than aware that cannot happen. He cannot steal the Gojo heir for himself, as much as he desperately wants to. Their responsibilities to the jujutsu society far outweigh their feelings for each other so they... they can't.
The thought makes a whine spill from Nanami's throat, unbidden. He holds Gojo tighter. ]
... You're so shameless. Demanding to be in the nest of an unbonded omega.
[ As if they're not bonded in everything but bite. Still, Nanami will shift his grip on Gojo until he's picking him up by the thighs, legs locked on either side of his waist and he carries him through the apartment. It gives Gojo as much of his scent as he wants, leaving him buried against his scent gland instead of pulled away so he can walk. Gojo is bigger than him, taller and buffer, but Nanami is still strong enough to carry him this far, at least.
When they get to Nanami's room, his nest is there. A mix of blankets and clothes (some of his, a good number of Gojo's) that gives a scent that's more of a mix of the two of them than just Nanami. He's thought about taking it down, giving Gojo his clothes back, but somehow whenever he does he always ends up with freshly cleaned and scented clothes from Gojo mixed back in. The other man is... incredibly sneaky.
He deposits him on the bed, in the middle of the nest when they get there and pulls his hands back so he can start tugging off his tie properly, unbuttoning his shirt. ]
Take off your clothes.
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Nanami already left once, although they'd stayed together. He doesn't want to think about how it would feel if they were mated, and he chose to retire, but Gojo didn't. The pain of it would be too much. He would give up a great deal for Nanami Kento, but there are some things that only the Strongest can bear on his shoulders, and this is one of them.
When Nanami whines, Gojo leans in, rumbling a little growl in his chest, all to soothe and take care of his omega. They might not be bonded, but... They know.
They understand, surely. ]
It's not an unbonded omega. It's Nanami-kun's. The only nest I want.
[ He keeps nuzzling into Nanami's neck and skin, sucking marks and leaving little nips, a threat of something he can never do. His tongue flicks out, tasting him, wanting him, and he whines, desperate for more, more, more. His cock is so hard between his legs, completely distracting him from anything else except the desire to sink into his omega and fuck him until they were both exhausted. It's not often that Gojo gets to that point, but rutting with Nanami always leaves him that way.
Wiggling, Gojo starts to strip off his own clothes as soon as he's laid down, kicking his trousers aside and going for his shirt. ]
Nn, Nanami, I need it badly. I want to fuck you right now.
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I know. I'm almost done.
[ He can feel how wet he already is, just from the scent alone, and he can't smother down the whine that escapes him. No, he needs this as much as Gojo does, his entire body feeling primed now that the scent of rut is in the air. He's scrambling a little, peeling off his belt and beginning to shove down his pants, his underwear, stripping down as quickly as he can.
His underwear peels off his body, already wet with his slick and he doesn't know how his body can go from zero to a hundred so quickly when it comes to Gojo. His alpha. He swallows, still in his socks as he shuffles over Gojo's lap and takes his cock in hand. He holds it behind him as he leans above the man and slowly slides down, the head of Gojo's cock pushing at his hole before finally, finally, Nanami is able to sink down on it. ]
Mmm, ahh... Gojo-san...
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He's not bold enough to declare it as love, as anything more than something that has strung the two of them together in a perfect harmony, but in another life, another world... Nanami understands. They've both always understood the roles and positions they've been forced into, despite the circumstances and the depth of their feeling.
Arms wrap around Nanami immediately, tugging him close - and down, pushing his cock up into his needy omega, grinding into him with a pleased moan. It's home, it's perfect, and Gojo leans up to scrape his too-sharp teeth over Nanami's neck, as if to threaten. A promise of what could be, of what he wants, to claim and bite and never let anyone else touch this man.
It's too risky, too dangerous, so he shoves his face into the other man's chest instead. ]
Omega, my good boy... [ He whines, low, needy. An alpha who wants to be cherished in his rut as much as he wants to fuck. ] Use my name properly.
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He's leaking slick, covering Gojo's cock in it as Gojo fucks up into him. There's a sharp gasp and Nanami braces his hands on Gojo's shoulders, riding him hard and fast. He needs it so badly, needs to feel Gojo knot him, needs to come all over the both of them. It's going to be such a mess, their first time in a rut, and Nanami can feel his heat hurtling towards him with no mercy. This always happens like that. He feels fine and then Gojo shows up and his whole body responds to him. It's insane, is what it is.
He drops his head forward, pressing his face in Gojo's hair as Gojo hides his face against Nanami's chest. His arms encircle his neck, fingers sliding into his hair and a low moan spilling from him as he hears Gojo's words. His hips keep moving, bouncing hard on Gojo's cock, and he nods against his head. ]
Satoru... Satoru... Satoru...
[ Said in a breathy sigh, a soft gasp at the end as he feels Gojo's cock brush against his prostate and he whines helplessly again. They need each other. They need each other so badly. ]
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They're so perfectly matched to each other, rut and heat twinning together and demanding it of each other, their natural biology mirroring each other. It shows how compatible they are, how they're meant to be together, inspiring that joy and pleasure in one another without any hesitation. Gojo moans as he leans in, teeth scraping, nose nuzzling into scent glands as he drowns in how delicious his sweet omega smells.
He's perfect. He wants, he wants so much, and trying to shove the feelings aside grows harder and harder each and every single day.
Rocking into him, grinding, pushing his cock in hard and teasing with his knot, Gojo moans, groaning. ]
Good, good... Kento... My Kento...
[ He leans up to bite at his mouth, kissing him hard, wanting to mark him, maim and claim him. ]
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For now, he focuses on the here and now. The present. Nanami sighs and continues riding Gojo, his hands pressed against Gojo's shoulders as Gojo leans into him, he groans softly and closes his eyes, head falling back at a particularly good thrust. Ugh, fuck. That feels so good. He shivers at the sound of his name, at Gojo's possessive timbre and blinks his eyes to look down at Gojo at the same time as Gojo surges up to kiss him.
It's a messy kiss, mouths half-slotted against one another as Gojo bites at him. He's able to break skin a little at Nanami's bottom lip and he'll get the taste of blood for a moment in their kiss. Nanami shivers at it, overwhelmed, and licks into Gojo's mouth hungrily. When the kiss parts, Nanami groans and slides one of his hands into Gojo's hair, tugging his head back so he can look up at Nanami. ]
Mine. You're mine, Satoru.
[ He knows it's not entirely true but in the heat drunk fuzziness of his mind, it feels true. Their bodies feel right, like they belong to each other. This is his alpha, his alpha. ]